I should just die already

Everyone hates transsexuals so fucking much. My country is rolling back my rights in front of my face. I'll never not have gender dysphoria about one thing or another. I genuinely don't know how anyone can stand to live like this. And honestly it's cis people's fault. If all I had to deal with was dysphoria from not having a dick, I'd be so much better off. But cissoids have to ruin my fucking life. I'm gonna drink vodka until I pass out and hopefully die