Here's a question I'd love to see Lindsay's experts try to explain an answer to

I don't know how the state could get this question in without being striken for speculation, but the idea/point behind it would be worth spending some time figuring out a way to slip it in.

So Lindsay states the voice said, "you must kill the children so/and then kill yourself" ( my understanding is that the exact verbiage changes with different accounts. I could have that wrong ) And Lindsay claims that she had to do what the voice said - that she was just a puppet. She also states that the voice stopped after she killed Callan.

Okay, if everything you did was because of the voice, then why the suicide attempt after the voice stopped? If you had to follow the voice and did exactly what the voice said as you heard it and only did those things because of the voice, why did you attempt suicide when the voice was no longer commanding your actions while you existed in a puppet state?