You ever been so bored it causes you to burnout?

This is how it feels for me lately especially with my job. I have been at my job for the last 5 years. 3 of those years were working in my current department. Its nothing hard, I don’t mind organizing, stocking and such. I just hate closing because its all about trying to make the department look nice while helping customers. I have to work alone doing this for the past few nights and I just feel some immense amount of dread before I clock in.

I hate customer service as it feels like a humiliation ritual. Dealing with some of the most insufferable, idiotic, psychotic people ever. Not to mention going through the “woah you still work here” song and dance. Thats how most of my adult life has been feeing like, a humiliation ritual. I do go to college but I am just going through the motions in it. I have tried to meet with a job agency but nothing. Nothing that isn’t customer facing that doesn’t involve me waking up at 6am and working a blue collar job.

I just feel burnt out and sometimes I take it out on my coworkers or customers. I do go to therapy but just once every two weeks. Fact is that I just don’t feel happy with my life. This is all hitting me when im coming to terms with the fact that i might be trans. I do have friends I like and I smoke weed so it isn’t all gloom. But my day to day life just idk, I feel unsatisfied. Im 23 and I got diagnosed at 20 but idk. I just feel internally displeased.