Just needed to vent this out

I hate how selfish people who only think about themselves and how they look like in front of others drive the harshness in me and then blame me for going out of character cause I spit some real ugly truth that you would never expect and it would hit a nerve for sure, why involve me in your damn life and ask for a show in front of people, ignoring informing me in advance, not even considering me in the decision, how I feel, my schedule, my life, and on top of that not even appreciate it after all. The lack of considerstion and the entitlement both at the same time are just making me sad and angry.