Masturbation has been taking over my life.

I can't stop. All I think about is sex and masturbation. That's basically all I look forward to, all I do. It's getting on my nerves. It might just be hormones, but it's getting to a point where I don't enjoy it as much. It's like an addiction. I can't stop. It's risky, it's probably not healthy, and I'm damn sure it's the only way I can feel anything. It makes me feel comfortable, like I'm finally able to be myself. But then when I'm done, I immediately want to start up again. And after a while, it just gets annoying and painful.