What is your Diazepam dosage?

I didn‘t take Diazepam often maybe like 5-7 times doses varying from 5mg up to 40mg later. Obviously felt nothing at 5mg but at higher doses (that‘s what other redditors told me) between 35-40mg I don‘t remember feeling anything special. The only thing that happened to me was forgeting what ever I did before going to sleep. It was my first time trying Benzos too so no tolerance. Is this it? Is this all Diazepam offers? Or did I not take enough and what is your dosage?