Bullying through my life

Hi! I 17A have been bullied all through my life, in elementary school and highschool, I moved to a new highschool and had a argument with a certain group (which I apologise) but now, almost all of my classmates bully me (insults against my race and type of hair) I have been called insults about my hair from a gay classmates (which I called him gay as an insult, I recognise my mistake and I apologise, I did it out madness) and I know all the superiors will only talk with them.

My classmates are very dumb, I know that talking won't make it better, but even worse. It's not just A classmate, they're few being literally racist towards me several times. What do you recommend to do? I don't want to change from highschool again, I'm a good person and literally never mess with them, I have my own group of three and just talk to them.