Help, feeling hopeless

I’m born again but struggle with high anxiety, autism, and noise sensitivity. I live with my parents which is a high stress environment, I have eczema, and I know that God is taking away more things to make me draw closer to Him. God promised a miracle but Im getting discouraged. I’m feeling a bit suicidal, because I can’t find peace anywhere. Crowds, noise, mess at home. Everywhere I go people use their speakerphones so I can’t even enjoy a walk. Help, please pray for me