My Mum Died

My mum died. It was 12 years coming. She had cancer.
The cancer took her.
I just had my third baby four months ago.

How do people do this?

I’m asking her for a sign but she won’t give me one. She passed away Saturday. I’ve heard it takes time. But why? Why can’t she just give me a sign so I know she’s okay?

I’m sorry. I’m a wreck. I just want my mum back.