I did everything for my parents , but they still are disappointed in me. Last 10 years every dollar I made went to them. Last 10 years I worked two jobs hoping to make them proud

I’m a loser kids that has severe learning disabilities and teacher were right who amounted to nothing. I worked hard at labour job 6am to 2pm and 3pm-11pm every cent I made went to them. I feel hopeless. They told me to pack my bag. I don’t have any money. They told me to figure it out. I still love them I don’t know why but they despise me. They don’t want to see my face. I don’t know what I did. People bully me for multiple reason and have many physical issues, and girls avoid a guy like that and they kept getting mad at me for not getting married. I’m so lost and scared and lonely. No one to talk to