First time watcher

Hey yall. Just watched through the whole thing for the first time. Didn’t know this anime existed literally till 2 days ago. I played the game about a year ago and had a lot of fun.

BUT OH MY GOD IVE NEVER HAD A SHOW MAKE ME CRY SO HARD I HATE IT HERE. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO JUST GO ON AFTER WATCHING EVERYONE DIE AND LUCY JUST HAVE TO LIVE OUT HER LIFE ALONE!?