[T4M] 25 - FTM transman, high libido, not much real world experience, but I want to be used by older men 24/7

I'm a transman who really loves breeding content. Like, I'm definitely attracted to women, but I fantasize a lot about being pounded, used, and dominated by an older man. I think it's because testosterone has made my libido really high and all I can ever think about is sex.

At the same time, being trans and being so distracted by figuring all that out has really put me behind my peers when it comes to sex and all that. So I often feel like I won't ever find anyone who wants to be as kinky as me

Sometimes I feel like maybe I should just pretend to be a woman to get that kind of attention... Idk