Should we break up?

F18 and M21, we have seen each other once and been together since. It's been 2 months and I have been getting random intrusive thoughts about my past and I also did rethink about the relationship. He is the sweetest guy ever, but the thing is he doesn't really have a job right now, which I'm not expecting him to have immediately. However, I told him I can provide him accommodation if he wants to come to me by plane. It's just that my parents don't know, and I won't bring him home because I don't feel ready, I'm still in high school and my relationship with my parents is difficult. And me and my bf yesterday we had a fight, which came after i had a tarot reading and it said it's going to end badly... he has me 2 options and it scared me, he thinks i want someone better but the thing is LDR is really hard and easy at the same time when ur my age, you wanna go out with your friends and have the time of your life but also keep it low and be a good person with a healthy relationship. The options were: we either get together and wait 2 years until I'm ready to have a stable job and him to work for us to travel together, or tell my parents about the relationship and then make him stay at my place (which for me it's not ideal because my parents can be difficult) Or breakup our ways and find someone closer. But this definitely does not sound appealing to me. Also i don't want to make him suffer, we are both very emotional person...