Was veryyyyyy touchy with my friend while drunk

This is a long one, but the story is that I (F17) was drinking with my friends the other night, but I still had homework to do, so I told them to go on without me. I was already drunk at this point, and my friend (M17) was staying with me because he also had work to do, it's worth noting he was pretty much sober. I was very clingy with him the entire time and at some point after everyone left, I was on his lap and hugging him, and at some point had my lips on his neck. I don't remember most of this, but I remember when I was just laying there cuddling him and I kept on repeatedly asking him if he was where he wanted to be (to which he said yes). Once everyone came back, I was apparently complaining that I wanted something to eat, so we went down to his room and after a snack, for some reason I slept in his room (I think I vaguely remember him asking if I wanted to sleep but I can't be sure), and we were borderline cuddling asleep. For context, I've known this guy for approximately three weeks, and we regularly sleep with eachother (in a literal sense and fully sober), and we will regularly just hangout all night and we do get oddly physically close at times but nothing ever happens. The next day, we all drink again, and this time he was drunk too, and apparently we spent the entire night arguing. I would flip him off and he would do the same and then I would hold his hand for some reason and he wouldn't let go. When we all got back to my room, I hugged everyone bye and apparently didn't let him go and he just kind of stayed there, until someone else told him to get up and go. When he left, I called him and asked if he wanted to come over and he said yes and the two other friends blocked the door and wouldn't let him come. Today, I came back after leaving to go visit my parents for a bit, and he calls me and asks me to come over while he studies to make sure he gets work done. After a while of him doing his work, the topic of Thursday and Friday come up, and he's prying me asking me if I remember what I did, and he tells me that our two other friends were pissed at both of us, etc etc. He asks me if I remember what I did, and I said I remember being touchy with him, to which he questions me as to why I did that. I tell him I'm not really sure, but I don't like him like that, and that maybe we should just stop talking because it causes both of us nothing but trouble. He says that it's good that I don't like him because it would be a pain in the ass. We go for a long walk, where we just talk it out, and he admits that he thought that I just didn't care enough about the friendship because I kept on bringing up the fact that this whole friendship is a lot of trouble and we should just end it, and that he essentially wanted me to clear that up and confirm that I didn't like him. I'm confused as to how I feel about all of it, and I don't know what to do. On the second day that we were drinking, apparently this was a big point that we kept arguing about, which was that neither person knew how to feel about the other, which was why I kept saying maybe we should just stop talking entirely. I'm not sure as to what to do, and frankly I don't want to talk to any of my irls about this.