I have not enjoyed a single second of pregnancy

This is my second pregnancy. A very wanted baby, as was my first. But after a miserable, complication riddled first time I absolutely dreaded my second pregnancy before I got here… and it has not disappointed. I am now 16 weeks and feeling absolutely dreadful, every single day is just dragging my feet thru mud to get to the end goal of my complete family. Never again. I wish I could relate to the women who just glow during pregnancy and enjoy the beauty of it. I am so envious of women who have smooth and uncomplicated pregnancies. Fuck these 9 months.