Shane having sex with women

Looking for fics that focus on the trauma shane has from being closeted for so long and forcing himself to date/have sex with women. It honestly pissed me off so much that Rachel ried said that shane doesn't have any trauma. She seems like she doesn't like or understand his character at all, to the point of making people hate him after reading tlg. I'm so glad we have Jacob Tierney, Hudson and amazing fic writers that understand him so well. Sorry this ended in a rant. Thanks in advance if you have any recs. :)