The spread used was just supposed to be a general insight spread of mind, body and soul I was going to pull 3 cards and chose a 4th to figure out how to close the loop. When choosing a 4th card I contemplated between 2 cards almost choosing death reversed and instead pulled temperance reversed.

First card is king of wands reversed. Feeling dejected, a loss of power and burnout from consistent rejections. 

Second card is 6 of coins 

Being in a position of need, at the mercy of decision makers. Needing their charity. 

Third card is 5 of coins the scarcity mindset I carry. Feeling the hiring process is completely against me. Feeling undervalued and excluded. 

Fourth card was supposed to be final card. I decided to pull it from the middle of the deck instead of pulling from the top. 

Fourth card is temperance reversed. Feeling burnt out and desperate. Not like myself as the process is not serving me. Needing to make a profound change and return to my former confidence that I had at the begining of the job hunt.

The card I decided not to pull when I refused to pull from the top of the pile was death reversed. I feel that is me rejecting the stagnation of the job hunt and instead deciding to pivot to something else as my current job hunt is unsustainable. 

The progression from King (14) to 6 then 5 then back up to 14 tells me I'm in a loop in the job cycle that I won't be able to  escape until I bring myself mentally back to my higher self. 

I am learning to interpret tarot as a previous sole oracle deck user so I'd love a second opinion here.. 


Editing to add the name of the deck I'm using is Tarot Divinatorium by Andre Sanchez 

A spread on my current job search