Honestly I’m lost

I don’t know where else to put this I feel like this is the only place I’d get some sort of understanding
I’m super conflicted (idk what other word to use) about what I want. To try and keep to short and sweet. I do desire and like the idea of romance and having a person but at the same time I don’t know if I’ll actually like it if that makes sense. I am very sensitive about my space kind of a low key loner I like animals better than humans and do feel that I would be completely happy with just having a bunch of animals but at the same time it makes me sad to think about never falling in love and finding my person and having someone to fall asleep next to every night.
I hope this makes some sense it was a long day my brain is fried. Please be gentle with me if I said something wrong this was the only place I could think of that would maybe get it