Both of my Uber Eats drivers looked at me really crazy and seemed very judgmental when I came out in a bonnet, a baggy shirt and a skirt. It reminded me that I’m not pretty and will not find love

I have been doing a poor job of taking care of myself. I am in a baggy shirt that might make me look chubby. I ordered food at three separate points today and two of the drivers one a woman and the other a man looked at me really judgmentally and crazily. Moments like these give me a feel for how people may treat me if I do gain weight later on. The woman especially was very dismissive like I was beneath her and I already feel sad today.