PCOS/ irregular cycle

Hi guys! I am so sad today. Its my 121 day without my period. Since the month of june that I didnt get my period. My lab test came out normal but I have a lot of follicles like 20/ovaries. I started inositol 3 weeks ago and I didnt see a difference. Do you guys have some advice? I want to ttc next year. And I think it will be hard since I dont ovulate…
So hard to be a woman today😭💔