Relationships

Me and my girlfriend were long distance when we first started dating. But the backstory is, I took her virginity when we were kids, so we just got back together last year. We had sex a lot in the beginning, and then she had an issue with her vagina, and it had, like, she had a micro tear, and so we couldn't really have sex no more. And so, you know, we live long distance, so I would go visit her, and she was still, having issues, and we would have sex, like, once during the visit .But now that, like the situation seems to be over, it's like we still, like, barely ever have sex, and she just, , always hits me with the I'm tired and my body. You know, it's always a no,for one reason or another. But then like, she still wants to cuddle up at night and hug and kiss, you know, and do all those things, but, like, it's hard for me to do that because, it makes me want to touch and have have but i know the answer is no I still love her, but like hard for me to do all those things and seem happy and she notices and it creates a issue when in the beginning i never wanted to talk about it because it’s the same thing over and over Am I wrong for feeling for feeling that way i don’t want to break up and i know that’s what others might say but i do love her and she’s more than just my girlfriend she’s my best friend and everything else sex isn’t everything but it does bother me a lot i just don’t know what to do