19 YEAR OLD RUNNING AWAY FROM 57 YEAR OLD ABUSIVE BOYFRIEND!

I Want to Leave, But I am Afraid

Hi guys I’m 19 years old and in a relationship with an 56 year old guy and is experiencing mental and physical abuse. I’ve met him when I was 17 living in the dorm and moved out to be with him. A day I wish I can go back to and tell myself don’t do it. I’ve experienced gaslighting to the extreme, extremist views on religion, threats to leave me in random states (he’s a truck driver and I’m with him 24/7), choking, grabbing, him being a porn addict, lying, telling me I’m crazy, him being a sex offender, daughters stalking me, etc. I want to leave but is scared to become homeless. Hes from Texas and I’m from Michigan— I’m far away from home. I know you guys will say go to a shelter but it’s not easy giving we are on the road 24/7. My stuff is at his mothers house including my mother’s ashes.He doesn’t have car nor house( he lied to me). I have nothing to my name. If anyone is trying to help me in anyway I’m grateful. If it involves housing I can 100% clean until I move on. A donation is fine. An old car I can pay off? Anything is welcomed. If you need proof this is real dm me I’m willing to show picture, call or just anything. I’m desperate!!

Posted Sep 29, 2026, 2:30 AM UTC

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