The waiting between weeks 12-20 is brutal

I’m so happy I get to hear the baby’s heartbeat on the doppler once a month lol but waiting to see her again for 2 months so hard :( I literally miss her even though I’m starting to feel some movement at 16-17 weeks. Is it worth spending the money to go to an ultrasound boutique?? I’m not necessarily worried about her, I just wanna see her and see how much bigger she is :(