Does anyone else ever feel like this?

My partner is my biggest supporter with this stupid disorder and i go to him with everything and rn im currently struggling with my intake and food has become scary and the safe foods arent safeing. We are long distance so he cant really help me irl but he offers words of support and whatever else that he can with the distance between us. I feel so guilty going to him sometimes because its not an everyday of the week topic but its definitely talked about a lot and i feel guilty putting this on him. Its a constant thing but hes the only one that i can really confide in and will actually listen. Anyone else ever feel this way :(