Someone help meeee im begging

Can someone whos from somewhere worth a single fuck please send me a care pack. I'll pay you and make it worth while but everything around me is garbage and im fucking desperate .. I just wanna get stupid lit. Ive been scammed so many times so if youre just gonna scam me id rather you just tell me you need money instead of wasting my time and getting my hopes up for absolutely nothing. Just a desperate bitch who has no friends here. 30 female from Midwest. Plzzzzz help