Lost the empress card

I just noticed that I’m missing the empress card. Not sure how long it’s been missing. I took my deck on vacation with me this summer so it’s either long gone or hidden somewhere in my room. Obviously, I think there’s some significance to this but wondering if y’all had any perspective to share! I know people will say to retire or get a new deck but this was a gift & my very first deck so I don’t want to give up on it. Thanks for reading lmk what you think :)