Living with my mom is living in hell

I dont even know where to start. She’s so horrible and toxic and manipulative. She’s a liar and a complete asshole 24/7. Never is there a moment where she’s ever really happy or not making her sadness everyone else’s problem.

The worst part about her, she always tries to find the most negative part of someone and attach to that part of them and see them for only their negatives. And it is such a toxic environment. She tells me about normal people who never did anything that bad and makes it sound so much worse! She never looks at the positives of ANYONE. And if anybody DARE dislike her, oh boy. She’s livid. She lies about them, she makes shit up, she makes them seem like the bad guy when the reason they dislike her is probably her fault.

“Blank never invites me anywhere with them,” she says. And I just wanna scream at her and say “maybe it’s cuz you’re so miserable and negative ALL THS TIME”. Nobody wants to hang out with someone who’s just miserable. That’s not fun for anyone.

Worst of all. She lies about my boyfriend and makes shit up nearly constantly. Claiming that he’s abusing me because he didn’t wanna hang out and I got sad because I wanted to hang out. (It happens because he’s not gonna wanna always hang out). A normal person isn’t gonna wanna always hang out, even tho I wish we could, but that does NOT make him an abuser. She also claimed that he’s a pedophile, when he isn’t, because (and her words) “you look much younger than you are.” I look 19, I am 19. He is 20. So he is NOT even close to being a pedophile. We met when I was 17 and he was 18. I was the legal age of consent (where I live). So never once was he a pedophile. And not to mention that the accusation is a pretty serious one, a life ruining one!

I had to stop talking about my boyfriend AT ALL to her because she grasps at straws to find anything bad about him at all. She came up with “abuser” and “pedophile” because she couldn’t find anything truly bad about him, because he’s just some normal ass human being.

I’m so sick of this. I can’t fucking wait to get out of this toxic ass fucking house.

And I didn’t even mention the verbal abuse and manipulation…

Anywho, that’s all