43 [M4F] I really miss having that feeling

I had a year long success story here that ended abruptly due to her and her thoughts. Her thoughts led to us ending. Anyway, I just miss that feeling of not having to get on reddit for a while. Once you hook and reel me in and show me that you’re what I’m looking for, you got me. No that’s not just sexual things smh lol. It’s a woman that wants this just as much as I do. A connection that’s so good that distance is not even an issue. A woman that can out the time in. Someone funny, cute, strong, understanding, lets her guard down, witty, goofy at times. Someone to send that good morning, good afternoon and goodnight message to. Someone I’m so anxious to message I’m sneaking to send it because I can’t stop thinking about her. Someone I can supply a shoulder or an ear too. I just really miss that feeling.

Here lately it’s been so tough finding a match. It wasn’t this hard before. If I do get a message from someone it never lasts. A lot of these women say what they want and end up being the exact opposite. It’s been really tough. Having something at longer than 3 days is considered an accomplishment nowadays smh. *notabot

I’m just trying to find one lady that I can get that feeling back with. I don’t wanna be here. I wanna be away from here getting to know “YOU”, whoever you are.

I’m a married black man from the DMV. Come and get to know me. I miss the excitement of being on 13th day and still being excited about getting to know more of you. I miss the voice notes, sneaky video calls, 100’s of messages a day. Even though we both work, we still find ways to message when we can. I miss that feeling and if you have ever had success here that lasted a year or more, you miss it too.