I dont understand people sometimes

Im young, I know im young. Recently I gave someone so many chances to just have a conversation after this that and all the other fun stuff.

They used to push forever talk and sex, all while being in a very "committed relationship". I just wanted a friend and got a mess instead. I ended it in July. They acted like the stuff in the past never even happened, like it was all just one big joke. Even the final message to me wasn't really anything, it was a "sorry you felt like."

I don't get why I still care. Its like how can you go from telling me how valuable I am to you to my face. Then stopped trying as soon as there is a little bit of distance. Like this person wouldn't even hop on a game unless they wanted it. All I wanted was a face to face conversation. I got texts instead. Its all I ever got.

Im just so confused and hurt and idek. Its like im the problem for trying to fix it in the past. It's over now ig, but the pain and confusion is just lingering