Bully me at this point

Give me toxic motivation to study bcs wtf is happening at this point 😭

When I was in hs it was literally academic natural selection. The teachers were like Fletcher from Whiplash, we were all working our asses off, and I used to be one of the best among them. I was disciplined as hell.

Then Idk what happened and went to the worst college in my town and just stopped studying or even trying to understand the material. I went from being one of the most disciplined students to literally doing nothing.

Meanwhile, the students from my hs went to Ivies and I'm here doing absolutely nothing with myself. And the students at my college aren't helping either. They don't care, they don't work, the class averages are insanely low, and the teachers are like "The average was 65%, good work class" or "Grades don't define you."

Like PARDON??? 😭

I genuinely need some toxic motivation because wtf happened to me.