I feel like I am just never going to be pretty and it makes me hate myself

I ordered food and 2/3 drivers today looked at me really judgmentally and crazily, so much so that I think I’m going to change outfits. When you’re dark skinned and black people will always look at you funny if you aren’t taking care of yourself. Now I’m crying I didn’t wven like what I got from Denny’s and I’m angry