I stopped watching porn for 6 months and have completely lost any libido

For context, I wasn’t addicted to porn or masturabation, but I wanted to desexualize my brain. I never gave up masturbation, and in the beginning I would still masturbate just with imagination lol. But overtime that became less and less until it was basically never. I have to convince myself now to do it for the sake of knowing that it still works down there. Se the reason I did all this was because I never had a strong drive or motivation to pursue woman. I thought that if I stopped watching porn, I would be forced pursue woman more. Well as it turns out, I still don’t pursue woman strongly, and now have basically no sex drive.

This isn’t the outcome I wanted, and I’m considering watching porn again. For the sake that I can at least masturbate again. Seriously, I’m wondering if it a “use it or lose it” type thing and my dick is gonna stop working.