Love Me - a capella demo

Hello! This is my first time posting in this subreddit. So for context, I’m writing an album called Permanent Smile which is basically all about expressing things that maybe I was a little too afraid or unable to express and also a general concept album about masking—wearing a Permanent Smile to cover how one truly feels inside.

Love Me is the opener of the album. It sounds like I’m talking to someone else but it’s actually addressed to me. It’s basically me pleading to myself to let this album happen! Let the people know, don’t cover up or hide! But it’s written in a way that I hope listeners can apply to a wide variety of their own experiences. I definitely will be changing the bridge and adding harmonies, but with my limited production equipment, a simple a capella with reverb will do!

Here are the lyrics:

I’ll stay up until midnight 

Wondering why you can’t see how this ain’t right 

I don’t want to fight you anymore 

‘Cause I don’t know if you’re still worth dying for, oh 

Don’t know, don’t know where I’m going 

I’m drowning, I’m not floating 

Don’t know where I’m going, no 

Why can’t you just love me? 

Stay here with me?

I’ve loved you all this time, oh 

Crying, watching our love dying 

Don't know why I keep trying

To bring us back to life 

Can you love me, without the knife?

You might never see me the same 

If I open up about my mistakes 

‘Cause you’re such a perfectionist 

You have your own way 

And you just locked me up 

With no way to escape

Oh, don’t know, don’t know where I’m going

I’m drowning, I’m not floating 

Don’t know where I’m going, no 

Why can’t you just love me?

Stay here with me?

I’ve loved you all this time, oh

Crying, watching our love dying

Don’t know why I keep trying

To bring us back to life

Can you love me, without the knife?

Can you love me? (don’t know where I’m going)

I’m drowning, I’m not floating

Don’t know where I’m going, no

Why can’t you just love me? 

Stay here with me?

I’ve been here your whole life

demo! made back in 5/7/2026

Posted Sep 30, 2026, 3:35 AM UTC

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