Wonderful things you keep gaining thoughout your Twin Flame Connection process.

A disclaimer guy: This isn't a blog about me meeting my twin flame; as a matter of fact, i haven't even met her. This isn't story time, is mostly about my friend who's a soul mate helping on my journey; and a advice on not giving up on your respective journey. The more & more people talk about Twin Flames union, generated, interest & thirst towards the journey; from someone who's 34 years old, who only had 1 partner their entire life and never being really that interested on couple relationships; i've being in the journey since the day i was born and a few years ago till now in the process.
A sacred union of one single soul reaching out it's other half, is much more than romance for me.

In the fall of 2023 i met a woman in an Methaphysics convention, the woman told me she has a PHD in Psychology, i kept her number cuz i needed a therapist who can hear me talking and being condesending towards me. I reached an interest on metaphysics so kept attending the classes, on which her friend is the teacher not her. She attended me on her office like 4 times via psychology; stopped seing her cuz there were things i needed to fix myself in my personal life. I eventually went back to her office on last year's december and eventually told her i needed a therapist who can listen to me; cuz i was on a big need for one. What i love about her is on how she mixes regular therapies with her methaphysics knowledge.
That woman and myself fell in love with each other, for some reason ''we stopped feeling that way'' since June 30th during the full moon in Taurus. We both expressed our deepest feelings; i stopped being her patient (she gave my case to a workmate who happens to be a man) and we eventually clean ourselves doing an Akashic Records cleanse, on which both attended. I'm gonna express that i was very wrong on believing she is my twin flame cuz we felt a spiritual connection week after week by seeing each other, not only from my side, coming from her side as well. 2 weeks ago, she reached out to me, called me first telling me how would i feel about an Akashic Records regression and cleanse; we both needed that cleanse cuz we both fell in love for the wrong reasons, the cleanse was being offered, monitoread and conducted by her close friend who's a methaphysics teacher as well.
Before i start typing what have i have been dreaming since i was a little kid i would also love the express the dream as something recurrent in my life.
During the Akashic Records, we both saw that in a past life i did suffer a lot, i was married with a woman, before her i was maaried with someone else. That woman would eventually stabed me in the back and sleep with my best friend, for many months i thought the psychologyst was the encarnation of the woman i had a life before that dream and happened because we had feelings for each other mostly cuz we are both soulmates and we're both currently on a respective & different Twin Flame process. What actually happened is that my friend is the angel whom in my past life warned me about a catalyst that was meant to happen and about my wife back then. My friend's journey is different from mine, is interesting on how be both recognise we're not indeed made by each other; and after several months we felt ''forced'' for the union.

Guys like i have said, despite my friend and i seeing each other as very good looking, sexy and very attractive we both felt something was not right, as if we both start a relationship something really bad could happen; am grateful for the Akashic Records. And please guys always see the good in the little things; my friend and i felt weird for so long, we needed to express every detail; do not give up on your twin flame just cause the person you were very interest in and you were not made for each other.
Not only because of the Akashic Records, but because we are very different (although kinda similar) life goals and interest. She even told she was seeing another man a few months ago; she didn't want to tell me anything cuz she affraid of me being the patient and all.
I summarise it all by saying that i think my friend is what people keep calling ''the false twin flame''. Despite it's negative sound, False Twin Flame are indeed kindred spirits, soulmates who appear in your life with the pursposse of pushing you and prepare you for the actual right one. Similar to actual twin flames they also push you and bring out the best in you.
And the most 2 important factors in regards of my story:

1. We both thought we are Twin Flames cuz we were both pushing each other towards our best version
2. We were not on our best versions, i kept feeling sad for unknown reasons; we both have unresoved business with our respective past.