I’m not sure if I’m trans or not

so, I think I might be trans, and before I list why I don’t want anyone going like “you just wanna be special,” trust me I DONT, I’d rather be cis than trans

why I think yes:

1. I’ve always felt more like a girl

2. I never enjoyed my body, like its not mine

3. after my voice deepened Ive just hated it

4. I’ve always thought and fantasized about being a girl

why I think no:

1. I never did “girly things” and always hated them

2. I went nearly bald because I didn’t want people calling me a girl when I was younger

3. I’ve always enjoyed more masculine things, like power rangers and pacific rim and stuff

4. I’ve always pushed the idea of being a girl away every time I thought about it

so like, what do i do? cause I think I might be, but I’m unsure