Guys, I need help

I have been waiting for the steam frame/deckard since the first post from Bradley. This is my last irresponsible purchase of my life until I get a home, and im stuck. I am between jobs, and until im trained on a new position in a month, I have basically no money. I have my reservation email, because I believed I'd get trained sooner.

If anyone could help in anyway, I'd be grateful for all my days. I just want my tomorrow to arrive.