Why is this the one thing I can’t assume

I wanted to get your opinions on this because it hit me last night, and it’s interesting.

I’ve been manifesting my SP for a minute. The further I go into my journey, the more I understand it and iron out all the kinks.

My SP and I are on really good terms. We have a very good relationship/friendship. It just hasn’t become romantic yet, and we don’t get to see each other super often. We go months without seeing/talking, but we see each other and nothing has changed. I’m honestly so grateful that that is the extent of the challenge that he and I deal with on this journey because we do have a very good, solid foundation.

I was on Pinterest last night and ended up down a manifestation rabbit hole. I came across this post that was about repetition and how it’s crucial for affirmations. I’m not someone who actively does affirmations. I forget about it too easily. So naturally, I tried to start coming up with affirmations about how my SP feels towards me.

The thing with me and my SP is that I naturally already believe that this man ADORES me. He thinks I’m funny, smart, I brighten his day, etc. This is just something that I decided and naturally assumed, and it’s shown up in my 3D.

I actually really surprised myself when I was trying to come up with these affirmations because I realized I didn’t really need to. The things I was trying to affirm are genuinely just how I think/know he feels about me. I don’t have to repeat it to myself or convince myself of it because it’s already a natural assumption for me.

But as I was thinking about it, I realized that I should be able to do the same thing with assuming that we’re together, seeing each other on a regular basis, an official couple, etc. And it’s not something that I naturally assume. It’s something I get in my head about.

Does anyone know why and what I can do? Because I feel like I can turn around and say to myself, “Why are you saying affirmations about how he feels about you? You already know how he feels.” Then why can’t I wrap my head around us being a couple and seeing each other, etc.?

Maybe I’m overthinking it, but if anyone has any advice/recommendations on what to do, I’d appreciate anything!