i think ive made it

for a very long time when i would look in the mirror or at a photo of myself all i would think about is how male my bone structure was. all i could think about is how my ribcage is enormous compared to my hips.

i just realized that when i get insecure about people posting photos with me in them i get insecure about skin imperfections or if my cross eye is very visible. i feel like my insecurities have become those of a college aged girl and im so happy about it.

its still not great, i dont wear womens clothes without getting dysphoric, i dont girlmode ever and i feel uncomfortable socially but im making progress. im a year and change on hrt, and its hard to see progress but its happening. im so glad i can see a woman when i look in the mirror most days.

i genuinely feel like im gmi. i genuinely feel like im healing from the trauma of growing up male.