Girl dinner: stir fry veggies and tofu with rice 

I broke up with my ex 3 years ago. We have both dated other people (I’m currently single although he has a gf who looks very similar to me). It was too hard for him to hear from me so he asked that I respect a no-contact rule. I did. Until now. In July I texted him about not being able to find a shirt or something. No response. I can’t stop thinking about him. I have so much love in my heart for him and we never got to have a real conversation after the breakup about where things went so wrong. I want to reach out so badly and talk to him but I know he’s happy now. He looks great. I’m proud of him. I just want him to know how much I think about us and how much space he still takes up in my life. I know this is selfish. I would do anything just to hear from him. I shouldn’t be this hung up on him still, I guess I never really fully grieved him because I jumped from relationship to relationship rather quickly. I know we broke up for the best and I wouldn’t be the woman I am today if I hadn’t left. There’s a part of me that wants him to know who I am now. And an even smaller part that wants to see if I can still love him as deeply as I once did. He never goes on Reddit but if for some reason he does see this, hai beb pod bean sprout honeybee can I give you a call? Would you answer? 

I can’t stop thinking about him 3 years post break up