Venting: my identity has done a 180 I think

I 20 F have been in a relationship with a woman for 3 years, started when we were 17 and now 20. For the past 6 months we’ve been extremely on the rocks and shes been treating me horribly.

Im now at a point where Idek if im attracted to women anymore after this. I’ve been an out lesbian for years but now I feel like I don’t want a label. Idk if its just the trauma from this weird relationship ive been in but idk. Ive never even really been attracted to many women, only her.

Ik that its way too early to tell, but i genuinely dont see myself being with another woman after this. Im thinking of maybe exploring men.