How do i seriously cope?

This is gonna sound pathetic but i really dont care anymore. How do i cope with a 5.5 inch visible length dick when the vast majority of women thirst, crave, prefer, and desire a big fuckin dick. Im talkin 6.5-8 inches of visible length and 6-6+ girth because it definitely is fuckin true that a majority do want that. Im only 5.5 inches visibly and sure my girth is above average at 5-5.2 midshaft and 5.5 inch base circumference but it sure as shit aint big and its a simple fact that pretty much all women want big dicks. The ones who dont are a minority so please, give me a real way to cope or a real reason to stay alive because yea i wont lie i wish i was thirsted for or seen as a sexual object by women. Even for a relationship my size is not ideal so honestly i guess fuck this world, im not shamin women for wanting big dicks i get it, its visually pleasing and im sure its very pleasing physically but thats just so bullshit when like only what 20% of men have big dicks? Maybe less? I only mention my visible length because thats what truly matters for sex. Bp length is just a medical way of measuring i guess but i think its just cope but my bp length is 6.3 sometimes 6.5. But again, the visible length is what really matters for sex from what i hear and im pretty fuckin average and not ideal. How can any woman love a size like mine?