I’m fucking struggling dude.

I had a depressing realization today. The reason my partner doesn’t really confront his family about things that have hurt my feelings, or things that have happened but he wasn’t there to see it so he’s hesitant on all fronts, or is more willing to openly and loudly defend a sibling about hurt feelings….is because he has an actual relationship with his family…..I don’t. In my world he comes first….i don’t think it’s the same for him and that shit fucking hurts…