I think I have it

Hello it’s all started 3 months ago I was at my friend house doing push ups and then suddenly I felt weird
like it was difficult to think and i think i had a panic attack because of that I felt something that is very similar to derealisation and went outside and notice that my vision is blurry in a weird way so i used to have blurred vision once a 4 months ago especially at the evening time like in wasn’t unable to see clearly at all but i did not took it seriously because it vanish the next morning and as well lately in that period i had that as well even at the day time when im stressed or physically tired i noticed that my vision is hella blurred in the stores as well after that day that my vision got blurred at my friends house i went home and had a little panic attack cuz it was weird and i went to bed thinking that it could just be gone the next morning but next morning I woke up and my vision did not go back to normal since that day i got very intense ghosting doubled vision my eyes got sore at the night time cold itchy dry eyelids and eyes I always triumph to tear up by yawning eyes sore very sore went to ophthalmologist he said astigmatism -1.50 both eyes never had astigmatism in my life and I started wearing glasses and i still see ghosting and it’s just making me sick depressed and I couldn’t live my life like I used to wating for corneal topography should have it done next month idk what to do and expect increasing reddit a lot of people had the same thing as me and they ended up having keratoconus that my biggest fear I’m 19 years old by the way I’ve been to 3 ophthalmologist but they did not make corneal topography but one of them reffed me so they all said that my eyes are fine even didn’t say that they’re dry said that my cornea looks fine it could be keratoconus at the early stage but still I have to wait for my corneal topography
What you think guys?