Welcome back

I walked around for months talking to you in my head, I thought I would have so much to say to you if we ever started speaking again. Now I don't know what to say, it was easier when I just imagined you.

I was surprised to see you reach out and apologize to me, I never thought that would happen. Accepting your apology was easy for me, I care about you too much to reduce years of friendship to a grudge. We could both apologize for a million things, especially after not talking for six months.

I guess now I'm just curious what's going to happen from here. Slipping back into passive conversation about the weather or music is easy enough. I wonder if we'll end up getting close again or if this chapter of our story is more about support from afar.

Its no secret that I struggle to read you, but I don't allow these thoughts to keep me up at night anymore. That's a start. -R