Letters to Red: One full revolution of the Earth

I put on a great show being unaffected and all. I am very affected though. I hate this, I hate being the worlds most disposable girl. I still hold you in my heart, I still very much so want you. I am happy I got to keep a little bit of our moments together thank you for not destroying that. I will read it until the text is worn and indiscernible…I saw a cardinal this morning, bittersweet I thought of you.