I'm fed up

I'm so fed up and tired of this bullshit. I have important exams next week but i don't feel like studying at all. I think, why do i even bother? What's the fucking point in getting up every single morning and realize that i'm a worthless piece of shit who will never accomplish anything. So much stress i just want to leave and never come back. I'm already going trough tough time, and now i have to take exams which will determine the outcome of the rest of my life. Just great. But i don't care, i'll just become a drug dealer or something. Rant over.