Plotting against myself to give in... coming here to thwart myself

I was having an little back and forth with an struggling brother here and one of the sex related subreddits he spent time on came up. And it was right up my alley. I looked at one set of lingerie images for less than an minute and got off my computer before I went deeper for the "good stuff." But all day I knew that a part of me was plotting to go back to it...to give in to a full relapse.

Reading some of the posts here tonight has kept me from that tonight. Without this place I would have already been done, so thank you all for being here. I think I can make it past this now, but I'm reminded I'm not free of this yet.

Just for today, I will not fap.