Coming out of a 2 mos down time

I wanted to share this because I'm excited for the future. Maybe some of my positivity can rub off on you guys.

Had a huge spike of success when I graduated with my Masters and got a new job and moved to a new state/city. Then got slapped with a giant down time where I just felt like absolute crap. (I call this down time instead of flat line because it's not exactly the same, a downtime is like a flat line but you don't NOT feel anything instead you feel like crap and overall bad). I didn't feel like going outside my house and was getting constant pain and sad feelings the whole time. Was still able to make friends and explore my new environment through all that although it was painful.

Today I think I can finally say my 2 mos down time is over because I'm finally starting to feel that spark back from 3 mos ago. I got a bunch of praise and it looks like I'm staying on that team/job(they were testing me out for their team). This is a huge deal for me because it's my first salaried job.

On top of all that real life success I've finally made my third eye open permanently. It's on when I wake up and it stays on all day. Before i was having trouble keeping it open all day and it was painful to do so. BTW the third eye is how people get photographic memory. Slowly working on that. Another big thing was being able to manually reduce old negative emotions as they popped up in my head. I can feel the connections of those bad memories getting loose and now I can't even recall any bad memories as though they never happened. That strength goes to my new found abilities and attitude.