r/depression

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Had the worst dream today.
I almost didn't get out of bed.

Why the hell is it getting worse?

Is it possible I am depressed, or am I just overthinking things?

I don't know if I'm depressed or not.
What's an official diagnosis?

Am I actually depressed?
I was never depressed untill now.

Do I have an intellectual disability?
I have no idea what to do.
I think I'm dumb.
I don't know how to deal with this.

I don't really know anything anymore. I'm lost.
I have no idea what I'm doing with my life.
I feel like it's too late for my life to go anywhere.
I feel like I've bled out all of my potential.

Everything is gray.
I don't know what this feeling is, I was hoping someone could help me.

Help?

Anyone else here feel like loneliness is the biggest reason for their depression?
Talking to other people isn't pleasurable. I think I'm fucking crazy.
Lonely and wishing I was dead.

Just want to talk to someone.
Should I tell my best friend that I am having suicidal thoughts?

Friends don't exist.

My mother has cancer, I just lost my best friend, my grades are slipping and I still haven't felt a single thing.

That's it. I give up.
Why should I even try?
Everything's going to shit.
Why bother?

Finally got round to getting some psychiatric support. Hope it helps.
I'm slipping back again and there is nothing I can do about it.

How will I know if Wellbutrin is working?
I stopped feeling bad.
Life is just whatever.
Without my negativity I feel like I don't have any drive.

Just wanna get this out.
I lost my keys.
I'm confused.
I'm so confused.
My health is deteriorating and theres nothing the doctors can do.
Hello.

I feel the depression coming back, I'm scared of losing my boyfriend.

Does anyone else feel like their ex was holding everything together?

First time alone in my new apartment and I can't stop crying.

I can't take it anymore.
Sick of this crap. Nothing helps for long. Too old for this shit.
So angry all the time.
Ive actually orgasmed to the thought of shooting myself.

Everything is worse at night.
I don't kill myself for the same reasons I want to.

Good news and bad news.
I almost reached the point of no return.

I don't know.
I feel like everyone hates me... and I'm just someone people "deal with".
Dependent.

Self-reflections.
How could you could make your death look accidental?

I guess I drank too much again.
Alone.
Need to get out.
I don't want to go.
The world always wants to remind me I'm inferior.

I want to leave it all behind.

I wanna do something but I just don't feel like it.
I just want to be alone. I hate feeling lonely.

Losing huge chunks of time.
I don't know what to do anymore.
I don't know what to say.
I don't know what this is anymore.
When will this disease go away? I'm sick of trying.
Every day is a struggle.

I cannot hold it together anymore.
I've never felt this depressed ever.
The worst I've ever felt.
Perhaps it's time for something drastic.

Back on XANAX and Lexapro.
Not making progress, running out of options.
I'm scared that I've hit a really low point in my life, with no way to climb back up.

I am just so damn unhappy.
I've forgotten how to be happy.

The truth about depression.
Bad decisions.
The small things.
Who am I?
The never-ending spiral that began somewhere in the past.

It happened tonight.
After a long time, I find my reason to try.
Heart pounding?

I think my girlfriend is getting sick of my shit.

Why doesn't depression hurt anymore?
I may have forgotten what happiness is.

It's that time of the year again.
Day one of not feeling like eating.