(poem) the crevice I'm in

As the sun rises
You walk away on your path
I wake from the deep
And claw my way
Out of the dark

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My body faces east
The mind swerves to the west
Don't think I'm alright
Lost soul, what's left?

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But the plains that surround you
Don't spin like the crevice I'm in
In a clarity singularity
But what's happening in the outside of me
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I tried looking back seeing past
What has happened before
Is this a curse or the present
I don't know who I am anymore.

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When did it end up like this?

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A stab in the eyes
as I stared into the abyss
Right now all's left is a well
Some memories of bliss
Everything else burnt in hell like
The moments I sliced at my wrist.

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I set down to nothing..

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In the dusk I face west
Weary and tired, need rest
I followed no path,
I fall back in the black
I tried my best.

By fivex.26feb15